It seems that God just won't let me forget what He's promised me.
Just recently I've seen maybe four or five rainbows. That's very unusual to me.
The other day I was feeling down and looked out my kitchen window. There before me was the biggest rainbow I've ever seen. Just beautiful! It was like God reaching down and gently reminding me what He promised from the very beginning of this cancer journey with my mom. He promised He would never leave me. No matter what happened, He would be there.
Some days I don't feel like praying. Some days I don't feel like doing anything. But even then He doesn't leave me.
I'm learning that God is even more amazing than I ever thought, and I had a pretty high opinion of Him before.
It's pretty amazing that when I'm at my lowest, He reaches down and just loves on me. At times I can feel myself being held by Him.